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01

She watched him break it,

Throw it to the ground,

She watched it shatter,

But could do nothing

Nothing at all

First it split in half,

Then it crumbled whole,

Into dust and fragments it became.

Leaving her with no hope at all.

She then watched him shrug it off,

As if her heart meant nothing to him.

For it was her heart that he turned to ash,

And it was her heart that she let him have.

He promised to hold it,

Protect it,

And love it

Yet here she is bent over its fragments

Watching him walk all over it

With no remorse for what he had done

And so she wept

For she knows she was such a fool

To have let him have

Such a precious treasure

So she wept and wept

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For days on end

Till a hand she felt on her shoulder

It held her and comforted her

It made her feel warm

She looked up to find the eyes of another.

Eyes filled with sincerity

With care

Eyes she felt she could trust

Ones that would never let her fall

So she took the hand he offered

And stood on her feet

Then she picked up the dust and crumbs

Of what once was her heart

And she put what she could together

And fixed it best as she could

Though it was no longer perfect

It would make do

And so she gave her heart to the other

Hoping,

Praying

for a new beginning

For a better outcome

And so she entrusted her heart with him

For to her it seemed only right.

Artwork by Alicia O.

Her eyes light up as she enters the ample room filled from top to bottom with books. The shelves line every wall, packed with any genre that would come to mind. Dim lights send rays across the stacks. Her hands run across the each binding, fingers lingering over each title. Her steps waver, and I press my palm firmly against her back to keep her steady.

“You okay, Hay?” I ask, tugging my eyebrows down with concern, knowing that seeing her hurt would cause me pain. Her hair bounces against my fingertips in perfect timing with her head nod.

“There are so many. I think I need a second,” she wipes the sweat of her forehead, resting her hand over her heart. “It’s beating so fast. What if I faint?”

“I’ll catch you.”

Icy blue eyes, the color of the sky meet my amber gaze. A knowing grin spreads along her plump lips, fire painting her rosy cheeks. I lean in for a sweet kiss, but she pushes away, returning her attention back towards the hundreds of books.

“What was that for?” I pull on her shoulder so that she is facing me.

“Not here,” she whispers. “There are other people.”

My eyes reach the heavens at her innocence, wondering how someone with such an imagination could be so oblivious. “No one is paying attention.”

“Yeah, but they’re  there,” she insists with a look of satisfaction, as if her argument was complete.

“Come on, Hay,” I lean in again, just missing her lips as she turns her head away.

“I just don’t want to! Okay?” She uses her voice to warn me that if I persist, this will turn into something bigger. I nod a silent agreement, turning towards a shelf with comic books as she faces the books with larger, more in depth ideas.

“We’re not even together.” I hear her mumble the words under her breath, but don’t process what they mean until a few moments later.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“No. No, you said something. You said: We’re not even together. What’s that supposed to mean?” I step towards her, arms held up to my chest in tight fists. She twists her body so that she is facing me, her arms crossed over her chest.

“Well, if you heard me, then why’d you ask what I said?” Her voice is taunting, causing my anger to rocket. I wrap my fingers around her wrists, squeezing causing indentations in her skin.

“Mark, that hurts,” I tighten my grip, breathing directly into her nostrils, the tips of our noses barely touching. “Stop it,” she struggles to escape, but in my arms, there is no escape.

The book in her hand drops to the floor, a couple of the pages bending from the impact of the tile against the paper. Fear flashes through her eyes, only long enough for me to pause a second longer, giving her the time to rip one of her wrists free. She spreads her fingers out against my chest, trying to gain distance between us.

“Kiss me.”

“Fine.” Her lips linger along mine, satisfying my undying nerve for at least another day.

“Thank you,” I tell her, pushing her back towards the ornate books that we both agreed were way past my level.

03

I became fearless-

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I no longer care what others think-

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Nor do others care what I do

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I do things for the thrill of it-

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I climb mountains on Wednesday nights and burn my thoughts in bonfires

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Because we should live everyday

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For all time

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As the leaves changed- I changed-

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I became fearless- and that itself is a new beginning

Artwork by Jenna M.

04

Artwork by Melissa K.

Rolling with a disadvantage

Silences a side

Chipping away at a circle

Straightening stone

 

Memories dissipate with broken hearts

Earthquakes split mountains

Roots tear

Destruction pulls the leaves apart

 

Yearning to spin

Gain the advantage

Grow a mountain

Tape the leaves together piece by piece

 

And Still

 

Slipping between the grasp of fingertips

Choices with impact

Pass with snapping

Cycle begins again

The eerie creak of my door opening jerked me back to reality, “It’s time to go,” my mom said. Every step I took towards my dad’s abomanatingly, big truck was one step closer to my life catastrophically changing. My father hid behind his tinted sunglasses, but I knew the tears were slowly flowing from his eyes. My dad and stepmom slump in the front seat as silent as ever and my brother sat next to me not completely aware of the situation. He was too young to fully understand the concept of death and losing family members.

    We finally arrived, after what seemed to be a lifetime, to one of my favorite places in the world. I jumped out of the car and the fear and overwhelming sadness of this day filled me with a melancholy feeling of anger. I, forcing myself to put one foot in front of the other, made it to the door. I opened the door with a tug and was immediately bombarded with the smell sausage and peppers, which was almost always the case with my Italian family. I inhaled this comfortable smell and the ends of my mouth folded into a smile. I called out as I always did when entering my grandparents home, “Pop, we’re here.”

    “He’s upstairs with your grandma,” my aunt shouted in a shaky voice from the room next door.

    I made a sharp right into the family room, which was fittingly filled with my family. They all stared at me with an uncomforting look of pity. The tears uncontrollably started to fall and my aunt quickly held me in her arms.

    She began, “she won’t be able to speak, but she can hear you. Let her know you love her, she loves you.” She began to weep. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked up stairs to my grandmother’s room. The pit in my stomach seemed to grow immensely with every step I took. Then I was standing outside the door and I couldn’t seem to lift my hand to turn the knob. I closed my eyes and pushed the door open with my foot. My pop looked up from the edge of the bed and walked out of the room. Before me laid one of the only people that was constantly there for me. She far the best person I have yet to meet in my life. From the day I was born she was not only a grandmother, she was a friend. When I was upset or being stubborn she was the only one that knew how to make me laugh, she would tell a corny joke and flash her sparkling smile. She knew that I was the kind of kid that couldn’t hide my unnoticeable, obnoxious laugh. She was my biggest role model and underneath those ocean blue eyes was the strongest person I have ever known, or come to know. I kneeled next to her and took her frail hand. I was forced to grit my teeth in order to hold back the inevitably tears.

    “Grandma,” I couldn’t help but begin to tear up a little, “I love you, you know that right.” She squeezed my hand to reassure me. “I don’t know what I’m going to do without you,” at this point I was full on sobbing, “I’m going to miss you, we all are. Thank you for loving me all these years and for always being on my side.” I began to hum the beat of a song that my grandma always used to sing to me. She looked at me once again with those ocean blue eyes and the past eight years of my life seemed to flash before me. Every memory I had with her was filled with smiles and laughter. Every day with her was a day well spent.   

All my other cousins were too young to understand this situation, I was the only one. So it was the hardest on me. Even now I am the only one out of my cousins that truly remembers my grandmother in all her essence. I’m the one that remembers wig shopping with her when she began to loose her hair because of the grueling treatments she was put through. I’m the one that remembers lying in bed and singing to her when the pain and fear of what the future would hold for her would keep her up at night. I’m the one that remembers how the cancer made her feel helpless and gravely vulnerable. I remember how the cancer took over her life. That made this the hardest goodbye I have ever had to say.

My grandma closed her eyes and my heart began to beat rapidly. I put my fingers up to her neck and I was greatly relieve to feel a faint heartbeat. Her hand slowly ungrasped mine and I quietly exited the room.

    I walked into the room and his eyes were lightly closed. The room smelled of hydrogen peroxide and cleaning products. My new brother laid delicately in his crib and my heart was filled with unrelenting happiness, because I finally had a little brother. I lightly ran my finger on his stomach and his eyes slowly opened. He smiled at me with his toothless little smile and I couldn’t help but laugh. A smile ran across my father's face as he watched his two children begin forming the bond of a brother and sister.

    

     “Now,” my dad said, “Michael is your responsibility too. As a big sister you need to watch out for him.”

    “I will daddy. My brother, my responsibility,” I responded.

    I was five at this point and was already completely ready, and willing, to take on the responsibility of having a little brother. I stood there looking down at this little human who I have yet to see grow and it didn’t matter who he would become, he was already someone I would do anything for.

Michael began to wail like a siren and a frenzy came over me. I turned around and looked at my dad who said, “Your brother, your responsibility.”

    “My brother, my responsibility,” I repeated. At this point I did the first thing that popped into my head which was: make him laugh. I began running my fingers up my little brothers stomach and making the most absurd faces I could think of. Me making a fool out of myself, however, only seemed to upset him more so I was stumped on what I could do to make Michael stop wailing. Then it hit me. I began to sing to him and he looked up at me his sparkling eyes wider than ever and I knew this little boy would bring me more joy than I had ever come to known.

   

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    These two memories come to show that the two most basic, yet most important things in life, can bring the most joy and sadness. However, the world will balance itself out, and the devastation I was left with when my grandmother died was balanced with the overwhelming happiness I felt when my brother was born. Everyone has their burdens and troubles, so when it starts to get very rough I tell myself that the world will need to balance itself out now, and that’s when something extraordinary will happen to me.

Photography by Alex T.

Artwork by Cameron K.

06

I became fearless-

I no longer care what others think-

Nor do others care what I do

I do things for the thrill of it-

I climb mountains on Wednesday nights and burn my thoughts in bonfires

Because we should live everyday-

For all time

As the leaves changed- I changed-

I became fearless- and that itself is a new beginning

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06

Life is a rollercoaster - it has its ups and downs, twists and turns, but in the end you always get where you need to go. You are jolted around in your seat on the track that is life. You find happiness and excitement but at the same time, you find sadness and things you aren’t remotely ready for. There is fear and terror at every point but there is also courage. You can feel your heart sinking deep into the pit of your stomach, but you can also feel yourself yelling in delight at the top of your lungs. Because life is an adventure and we have the opportunity to experience it to the fullest.

    It all started when I was nine. All my life I had only known one home: America. Even though I was born in India, I moved here when I was four months old and thus had no memories of the country where I originated. My grandmother was sick. Really sick. But I wouldn’t know the serious implications of this fact until later. One day, it was told to me and my little sister in an off-handish way that the whole family would just be packing up and moving to India. She, at the time was three; it didn’t matter much to her. But it felt like my whole world was being uprooted. I would lose friends. I would be going to an unfamiliar place and it would take a while to get used to it all. It would be tough, tougher than anything I had gone through before.

    The day we landed in India, we got into an accident. We were travelling the five hour journey from Delhi, the capital to Chandigarh. Our taxi driver swerved to avoid a child who appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the road and the car rammed into the intersection. It was all over in a flash, with the high-pitched screech of tires and burning stench of rubber. I won’t go into the gory details but we had been extremely lucky, all of us escaping with minor bruises and scrapes. I remember mustering all the hate my puny nine-year old self had inside of me and directing it towards the despicable place I had been forced to move to.

    “I hate it here! I told you I didn’t want to come. See what happened? We were going to die. Can’t we please go back?” I screamed.

Two months later, my grandmother died of diabetes. In these two short months, I had grown extremely attached to her, the far-fetched stories she spun out of thin air and the melt-in-your-mouth sugar candy she always pushed into my hand when my dad wasn’t looking. Shocked, I couldn’t get over it for a long time. It felt as if everything we had left behind in America had been for no reason. School started too and I faced the difficulties of making new friends, getting used to a whole new environment and even learning another language, Hindi, from scratch within four months so I could catch up with the rest of the students. It was grueling and stressing, mostly for the first year, but I did it. Every month, life improved and I felt myself finding who I actually was as a person. Over the course of eight years, I grew up with the same people and friendships I will probably cherish for the rest of my life were established. I learned responsibility when we got a puppy; he still is the cutest thing ever, complete with floppy ears, continuously wagging tail and ridiculously huge, brown eyes. I discovered running came naturally to me and I went till State level three times. Last year, I was Sports Prefect, and I even won Best Athlete. I learned about focus, determination and hard work. I learned about differentiating between what’s real and what’s not. I discovered new tastes in music, reading and television shows. I learned to love with passion and all my heart.

    Strenuous though it may have been, India was a whole new experience. I had no regrets and was ready to face every challenge head on. But then I turned sixteen and learned we were moving back to America. Those were the days I felt everything was being wrenched away from me yet again. Nine year old me feeling everything around her was burning down to the ground was nothing compared to the almost excruciating pain I felt now. Nausea and anxiousness filled my every waking moment leading up to the move. Somedays I pleaded and dissolved into tears, begging my parents to stay.

    “It’s for your future, your betterment, the family’s best,” they counseled. Somewhere in my brain, I knew. But who listens to their brain when their emotional fool of a heart’s in the way? It took a few months, but gradually I came to terms with the whole situation. My best friends and I spent as much time as we could together; I couldn’t figure out if they were more upset than I was. Vows to stay together forever were made, pinky promises of world tours sealed. We could make this work. I made an agreement with myself to stay strong and keep my head held up high.

    Now I’m here, in America. This land holds promises and I’m kind of glad to be here. The very early stages of friendships are in progress. I’m taking baby steps and smiling every step of this journey. Because life is a whirlwind; it’s meant to be shaky and scary at times. It’s thrilling and sometimes you might feel yourself going downhill, but always know you’ll end up in the right place.

    This is a new beginning and I’m ready to face it head on.

Artwork by Alicia O.

There I sit,

high on the shelf,

I wait.

Among other that look just like me.

Waiting for someone to take my scarred leather binding in hand,

And for someone to tell my story.

I can be extraordinary.

I created the leather bound shield that protects me from the outside.

I carved my design,

Beautiful for the eyes.

Those who see me only admire what is on the outside,

Because the key to open my cover is hidden deep within my heart.

Even I can’t get to it without ripping myself apart.

No one had taken it without getting hurt,

And no one will.

Not because I enjoy being alone,

just because I am afraid of hurting any more.

Inside myself, there’s a seething war.

You have heard of my friends,

Percy Jackson on my left,

Harry Potter on my right.

Dustfinger. Mo and all their friends cast spells on the shelf beneath me.

And Pennywise creeps over the ledge above.

Among them I stand with a smile carved into my face.

I stand still and straight afraid to make a move.

Afraid to show them the real me.

The heart that is a black, a small black pea.

The me that is really inside.

I am the book that sits in the corner of the library.

Dusty and forgotten.

The leather cover that one shinned, ripped and torn at the seams.

The spine is broken and pages have been shredded

Who knows where I am headed?

That me is never seen.

That me is never heard.

That me is real.

The me you see before you is not.

It took me years to make people believe I don’t have a care in the world, but everyday I struggle

to not think of myself as useless. As that book in the corner.

So find the key. Open my pages. And read my real story.

06

I have a notebook with bare pages

devoid of words

drained of life

unoccupied spaces taunting my idle mind

 

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A worthless possession

with striking potential

that will grab attention

with strokes of attention

 

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Yet at the moment

my mind is tumultuous,

the war between paper and pen

refusing to end.

Artwork by Christine P.

06

Carlyle Breckner, CEO of his investment bank, was the king of the concrete jungle. All kinds of bankers, stock traders, and just ordinary citizens knew his name. He had a boastful and loud personality, and was known to be a ruthless businessman when it came down to dealing with other businesses and corporations. His grandeur stride and sheer height was intimidating to any one person or group of people that opposed him, and that opposition was quickly shut down by Carlyle’s immediate show of power and strength, to no avail. And Carlyle’s clothing choice had a similar presence in his appearance; only the most expensive and exotic suits and shoes for the man, to match his individualized and independent lifestyle. DING DING went the bell to signal the end of the typical 9 to 5 work day for his employees, and of course, also signaling the end of the day for the one, the only, the revered Carlyle Breckner.

Walking down the marble-filled hallways of his bank, through the golden revolving doors, and down the magnificent concrete steps that lay in front of his immaculate building, Mr. Breckner took a brief respite to admire his creation. The meticulously crafted exterior of the building was equally just as opulent on the interior, parallel to what Carlyle portrays in himself, inside and out. He took note of the hand-polished marble columns that ran along the front side of the bank, like giant monolithic statues watching over the fertile land below, and that fertile land, for the past 30 years, has produced loans and provided all people of the earth with equal opportunity to invest however they choose, as Carlyle watched from above, always in control. Following the outline of the building across the front of it, Carlyle explicitly took note of the bronze statue of a lion, a daily routine in which he has commenced in doing ever since he opened the bank, 30 years ago. Mouth wide open, and the thick and large teeth glistening in the soft and welcoming summertime sunlight, this statue represented how Carlyle runs his successful corporation, with much control and menacing demeanor, that strikes fear into the souls of his competition, to no avail.

Every single work day at Carlyle Breckner Investment Bank, all the intricate little parts of the bank work perfectly in time with each other, so that every time the employees step into the building they are as efficient and productive as humanly possible. Scurrying around the building like antelope chased by a cheetah in an open field, all the workers have a significant amount of purpose, hurrying to complete a task to please their CEO. And all workers are aware of the detrimental effect it would have on their job if they were to step out of line. Carlyle runs a very tight ship, and not following all of his direct orders, will instantly result in a loss of an employee’s job; there is no room for error, as Carlyle would rip them to shreds, as if they were a tender piece of meat.

It was finally the end of the week, the end of another busy, event filled week, and Carlyle needed a break from the hustle and bustle of his rambunctious company. So he and some of his close friends decided to go out for dinner that Friday night. As always, Carlyle chose his favorite restaurant in all of Manhattan, Johnston’s Steakhouse. It was a fancy establishment in which the upper crust of today’s society would spend $90 on a perfectly seared and juicy piece of meat. The immensely tasteful aroma of the steaks and ribs being cooked to perfection was so very stimulating for Carlyle. He somewhat even had an emotional attachment to that most familiar smell of the steak being seared in the pan, with its sweet and flavorful sauté that wrapped ever so comfortably around that piece of meat, like a tender lion would hug and cuddle with its cubs.  

        Carlyle and his friends all enjoyed that dinner. During it they discussed many things pertaining to business, politics, or their continuously increasing amount of fame, wealth, and infatuation of themselves, to which Mr. Breckner felt the need to express his large egotistical opinion on how amazing of a person he is, how he protects all of his workers and watches them all with a close eye and an iron fist. But this conversation was short lived by Carlyle, considering that every time a well-dressed waiter would walk by carrying a glorious piece of steak, ribs, or pork, he would feel the need to deeply inhale the thick smell of the meat. His infatuation with the meats had caught the eye of another table, to which Carlyle has been staring at for the past 20 seconds, mulling over the immaculate New York Strip Steak that lay before the man on his plate, untouched. “Can I help you?” asked the man at the table, quite cross with Carlyle’s obsessive stare towards the man’s plate. “Hello? Sir?”

        “Oh, um, I’m sorry. I truly do apologize.” said Carlyle, who was just as confused as the other man was.

        “Can you please mind your own business and let me enjoy my meat?” aggressively stated the man. “You have interrupted my quaint and serene dinner with my wife now please stop.”

        “NO I WILL DO WHAT I PLEASE!” roared Carlyle. The restaurant fell silent. His voice echoed through the entire restaurant, out the front doors, and into the street. All eyes were now on him, person after person just gave him the most blank and horrified stare, like a deer in the headlights of an oncoming car, in which Carlyle was the ever-so intimidating car that blasted towards the deer.

        “Clearly some people in this world only know how to behave like uncivilized animals.” interjected the man through the thick wall of silence that still lay over the restaurant.

        “Excuse me, I must leave at once, I’ve caused too much of a commotion”

        “Yes you have,” rudely agreed the man. Carlyle, completely flustered and embarrassed beyond belief, sulking, put his head down and walked tenaciously out of the restaurant, to be shamed by the jungle of people that glued their non-sympathetic eyes to the upset Carlyle as he left the establishment. He gripped the door handle, but his hand was massive; it encompassed the whole entire door knob, and his fingers grew thick, like a paw. This truly confused Carlyle as his large trotting footsteps stumbled out of the restaurant. His alligator leather shoes felt tight, as did his exotic shirt that he wore. Confused even further, he slowly makes his way over to his limo where he could finally rest and avoid any contact with outside individuals, due to his recent embarrassment at the restaurant.

Getting into the limo, he struggles a bit, due to his increased height and weight. The opulent interior creates a perfect relaxing aesthetic for him to rest and relax. But in his head he felt the need to go back and attack that man who had done him wrong by calling him out in the middle of the restaurant. It felt right to retaliate; it almost felt instinctual that he needed to do this. He aggressively ripped off his shirt in the back of that limo and let out a humongous roar at the chauffeur. “STOP THE CAR AND LET ME OUT NOW!” demanded Carlyle.

“Um yeah…sure thing sir,” said the driver, horrified by Carlyle’s sudden hostility. Carlyle rips open the door of the limousine and lets out his mighty roar and jumps onto all fours. His hair grew from his head around his face, and his whiskers became more visible now. On his magnificent paws, there were sharp claws that gripped the ground very tight. He ran up the street, increasing in speed with each passing moment. Men veered out of the way and women screamed. It was a horrific sight to see the beast that was Carlyle run barreling down the street towards the restaurant.

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Johnston’s Steak House was now in sight, and he did not let up on his speed. He kept a steady course to the restaurant, but was distracted by the Polish deli on the corner. The stimulating smells of the freshly cut meats and the pork sausages were engulfed by his large snout that smelled them from quite a long distance. Hurdling to the deli, he stopped at the window of the place, and stared for a brief moment at the window. In the reflection towered a man who was not a man anymore but a monster, a massive monster that has ripped off many disadvantaged families for his own personal monetary gain, a monster that has been the ruler over his people and will continue to be, a monster that is hungry for the meat that is money. Looking past his reflection lay the meat of the world, presented to him so beautifully raw and tender, ready to be devoured by Carlyle. With his massive body, he threw his claws out in front of him; he jumped through the window, glass shards shooting out in all different directions. His immaculate fur coat had taken its full form, covering his entire body. The one employee of the deli ran out the back door screaming, pleading for help as Carlyle devoured the meats that lay before him in the perfectly organized meats of the world, only to be disrupted and eaten up by his demeaning, demoralizing, and greedy money-loving ways.

Artwork by Madeleine M.

06

I believe in being open minded. To go through life and never fully immerse yourself in the possibilities a situation can bring is no way to live. To make the most of every opportunity and always look for the silver lining is vital to living a happy and complete life. I have learned to become more open-minded through recent experiences where I was completely outside of my comfort zone. In the fall of 2015, I attended a three-day Catholic retreat, known as SEARCH, in upper New York with my parish and two others. I was never very religious; my family did not attend weekly mass or was ever very active in the Church community. But a death had struck my family, and through the retreat experience and keeping an open mind it helped me grieve more than I realized at the time. At first I felt out of place, with all the religious talk and prayer going on around me. But, after taking a moment to fully open my mind to the new experience, I got more out of it than I ever expected.

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Presently, I have become even more active in my parish due to this first experience. I have made many new friends and strong relationships with my peers from the time I spend working with the Youth Group. Now, I am a part of the Leadership In Faith Experience, Antioch, and will be one of the leaders on the upcoming spring SEARCH retreat, similar to the one I attended in the fall that originally struck my interest in becoming more active. A few months ago, I would never have expected the Church to become a part of my life, and it still would not be important in my life if I had never kept an open mind on my first retreat. It is easier to stick with doing things you already know, and stay inside your comfort zone. But. once you see the endless possibilities and opportunities that arise from keeping an open mind, our lives can change for the better.

Piggy held up the conch and the booing lessened, then started up again at full strength. The two tribes had met on Castle Rock, and the tension was high. Jack and Ralph were engaged in a head to head brawl. Samneric was tied up, lying on the ground and watching the fight.

    “I got the conch!” Piggy yelled, “I tell you, I got the conch!”

    Nobody had listened to him, too captivated with the brawl. Piggy struggled for the attention of the boys, but eventually gave up. Jack and Ralph, both exhausted of their rage, separated from one another. Ralph leaned on Piggy to prevent himself from falling over, gasping for air. Jack then snapped his fingers in the air. Roger quickly ran to the lever, and pulled it. The lever lifted a large boulder off the cliff rolling directly towards Ralph.

    “Ralph, watch out!” warned Piggy.

    Ralph, too exhausted to move, turned and saw the massive rock tumbling towards him. Piggy, noticing Ralph’s lack of movement, decided to push him out the way. Ralph was thrown in the opposite direction of the boulder, leaving Piggy in its path.

    “Piggy, no!” Ralph exclaimed.

    Piggy looked at him.“Ralph I’m sorry, but your the only one that can bring sanity to everyone. I ain’t no leader--not like you.”

    And with the blink of an eye, the chubby, glasses-wearing schoolboy was gone. Ralph stood there in horror. His friend was flung off the cliff, and into the depths below. Never to be seen again. Ralph had no time to cry, or mourn the death of his companion because Jack had ordered his men to capture him. Ralph quickly ran down the rocks, carefully placing his feet so he would not end up like Piggy. Egged on by the approaching hooting and footsteps thundering behind him, Ralph made a full sprint for the jungle. As he flew through the outer brush, a sharp double edged spear whizzed past his head plunging into a nearby tree.

    Ralph continued to race through the jungle awaiting the sharp pain of a spear to hit him, but it did not. He looked behind him and the savages with face paint and masks were gone. He slowed his pace to a jog, and then a walk. He decided that staying in the jungle was a bad idea. He wanted to see where his attackers where coming from at all times, and the jungle was full of thickets and leaves. Ralph made his way east to make his way out of the jungle and onto the beach. The breeze was gentle, the sand warm, and the sky clear. He made his way across the shore contemplating what to do next.

    Jack looked up and down at his tribe. He observed them through twitching bloodshot eyes.

    “Half of you go into the forest and search for the rat! I don’t care if he’s dead or alive. Just have his head on a spike!” he yelled.

    Jack barked at his boys to be quick for his patience was running thin. Half of the tribe went hollering down the rocks into the jungle, and the other half went back into the caves. He observed his men from the top of the fortress, and looked over the island. He saw one boy on the shore, but it was not one of his. Jack shot up from his seat and made his way to the caves.

    “All the littleluns come with me! I have a lesson or two to teach you about hunting your prey,” he ordered.

    Jack led the younglings to the entrance to the jungle. He made a pile of sticks and leaves next to the Lord of the Flies. With a few sparks the fire was lit and began to spread from one tree to the next.

    “Rule number one. Don’t let your prey escape,” stated Jack.

    Ralph stood in the water letting it touch his feet. He then began to sob. His tears added to the salt of the oceans vast waters. He wished it was him instead of Piggy. Ralph wasn’t a leader; he lost control of the boys to Jack and turned them into savages. He wasn’t cut out for this.  He needed his friend, Piggy would know what to say.His thinking was brought to end by snap of some fingers. It was Jack.

“Well, well. If it isn’t the traitor. The rock in my shoe. The fly around my head,” Jack mused.

    The chief stepped forward.

    “You led these innocent boys down a road of violence, and savagery!You monster! You’re a murderer!” accused Ralph.

    Ralph screamed and charged at Jack. The chief did the same. They both collided at full force, both hands caught in each other’s, fighting for the upper hand. Ralph kicked Jack in the shin, sending Jack stumbling backwards with a painful scream. Jack got his balance and charged Ralph--throwing his fist towards his face--but Ralph quickly dodged it. Jack then used his other fist and plunged it into Ralph's stomach. Ralph stumbled back and Jack charged him and threw him to the ground. Jack put his hands around Ralph's neck and pressed hard with his fingers. Ralph struggled, but kicked Jack's spine, sending the boy to the ground. Ralph got on top of Jack, landing punches on his face where blood had started to come from his nose. In return, Jack reached around for something to defend himself with, and to his pleasure found his spear. He quickly smashed Ralph’s skull with the back end of the spear. Ralphs limp body crashed onto the sand with a thud. There was no movement.

   “This is what happens when you cross me!” Jack screamed, and hollered at the littleluns. They stared in awe. However, it was not at what their chief just did, but at the huge ship that was anchored along the shoreline. Jack turned around to see what was so captivating and his jaw dropped. A tall man in a british naval uniform stepped from the ship and approached the boys.

    “You’re lucky we saw the fire when we did, or we would’ve passed you. Now, why are you dressed like that? Playing some game?” the man asked.

    Jack closed his mouth and responded, “No sir. We just didn’t have any other clothes to wear.”

    “How many of you are there?”

    Jack stood there thinking of his options. He had already killed several. He couldn’t take responsibility for those murders, and the reason the boys had gone to madness.

   

“Only us. There were more on the plane, but we haven’t seen them since,” retorted the boy.

    The man nodded. “Well, we have no time to look for the others sadly. Come aboard. We will finally take you boys home.”

    Jack and the littleluns walked on the ship, and then sailed away from the island. Leaving everyone else behind.

    Ralph awoke to find himself alone on the beach with a massive headache. He wiped the ash off of his remaining clothes from the jungle fire. He looked around to see where Jack was, but couldn’t see anyone only the blood from his battle with Jack. However, he did notice something on the horizon. He realized it was a ship. He jumped, waved his arms, and screamed his heart out, but it was too far away. Ralph noticed a bloody trail leading to the edge of the beach, and a imprint made by something large. Ralph then dropped to his knees, and pounded his fists in the sand.

    “Jack you’re the true beast! You are a monster! You left us to die!” the distraught boy yelled.

Ralph sobbed, knowing that there was no hope of rescue anymore. He sulked his way back to Castle Rock to find the remaining boys, and told them that they were abandoned. Ralph knew there was only survival, and that they would have to last as long as they could before eventually dying on this island. There was no hope left.

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